Last night I became so frustrated that I was in tears. A combination of constant pain, not being able to swallow without pain, hunger, simultaneously feeling sick to my stomach, dehydration, and lack of sleep finally sent me over the edge. I took a minute to simply sit in my chair and cry out of frustration and lack of power to change my situation. I've been so thirsty that I wish the pain would go away just so I could guzzle down about a gallon of water to satisfy my thirst and body. I'm told soon I'll be healed and able to do this. Hopefully the end is in sight.
Off topic, I foolishly took a class the weekend before my surgery, meaning that I would have a paper due the following saturday. With my recovery going the way it was I emailed my teacher and asked for an extension. Her, being the kindest most understanding woman ever, gave it to me, however, now it's Tuesday and I still haven't submitted to her and I feel awful. Wish me luck as I dedicate the next few hours to writing this paper in haste while feeling bad for taking slight advantage of her kindness.
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